Chain of thought

Random chain of thought facts about me .. because I can't think of anything else to write right now.

I like my space. I am independent. I am motivated. I am extremely strong willed. But I'm kind of hypocritical at the same time... Because I'm not always like that. lol... I like to lead in some situations where a leader is needed. But I really enjoy following. I like metaphorical things such as poetry... but I'm not into the mushy gushy stuff. I like the color red because it's very classy when paired with black and white. But I also like bright pink (just not to design or decorate with). I love taking pictures of people. I like falling asleep in the middle of the day. I like waking up when it's raining and then falling back asleep because I don't have to get up early. I like chocolate chip pancakes. I like helping people that are going through situations that i've gone through. I like dark paint on walls (like brown) because it's so relaxing (unless it's in a kitchen or living room or a room on the south side of the house). I hate divorce. I enjoy cooking (deserts are my favorite). I have a secret family recipe for pie crust (i'm the only person in my family that knows it). I was the last one to see my great grandma alive (besides the nurse probably). I love learning about how people react to situations. I love learning about why people do what they do. I do not enjoy band. I really like drinking water. I love camping. I love running water (like streams, waterfalls, etc). I love bright colors. I love the spring time when everything is blooming. I love the New Testament and I find it easier to relate to my life than the Old Testament (but i'm working on that). I really have a heart for hurting people (I mean people who are hurting). I enjoy sewing. I made my purse. I like big breakfasts. I love carbs but I dont really enjoy eating a lot of carbs all at once. I enjoy protein more than carbs. My favorite is a good mixture of the two in every meal. I like tuna salad. I really really like sunflowers for a really deep reason... not necessarily because they are pretty (even though they are pretty). I enjoy taking everything slow and enjoying the process of getting places. I dont like rushing things (anything). I take a long time to grieve. I take a long time to love. And I enjoy when people give me the time I need. I enjoy when people let me grieve and try to understand. I enjoy when people understand emotions and pain and even when it doesnt make sense or what you're doing isn't necessarily the "right" thing to do ... they still understand that you are reacting the way that you are because of the pain and they have compassion regardless. I enjoy praying. I enjoy taking walks. I enjoy lots and lots of pillows. I enjoy cuddling (even if it IS just with my pillows haha). I enjoy being warm. I enjoy pretty snow. I enjoy lazy days. I enjoy movie/tv show marathons. I enjoy getting into a warm bed when you are completely exhausted and your whole body just feels so amazing as you relax........
uhhh....
I think i'm done for today.

Wow.