peanut butter

I really enjoy peanut butter.
I just had peanut butter on crackers... then I had peanut butter on a chocolate chip granola bar... then I just had peanut butter on a spoon. Uhhhh.... Love it. Haha ... If i'm obese by age 25 we will know why.

Ok so this week is insane. I think If I dont die by the end of it then it will be a miracle. (ok, ok.. so that is an over exaggeration).

Well I know the one thing that I need right now... and it's not peanut butter.... It's not junk food (even though I dont really own junk food)... it's not a good fiction book... it's not a relaxing night... it's not a good friend to talk with.... it's not working out (even though that is what I am getting ready to go do right now)... It's not a good guitar jam session... Even though I do want all those things... really badly (especially the relaxing night one.... we all know that isn't happening tonight)... I really just need to be alone with God.

So it seems that I'm wrong,
cuz you said that I would never want for anything again
But my eyes are set low
and I'm holding to the thing I know I can't keep

I keep on chasing the wrong things
and coming up empty
This isn't who I'm supposed to be
I keep on learning the hard way from every mistake
And I'm finding each time that you fall,
you're just becoming who you are

So it seems that I'm wrong,
cuz I keep on searching for the answers that I don't need
I know I don't need

Well... Work out...eat... Jamming with Ty (guitar time)... graphic design project... SLEEEPPPP.........